I really just wanna

be subbing today. But hence I havent gotten anything for a week now :( I wanna cry. I feel like SUCH a loser. It doesnt even give me confidence to be a real teacher now with my own classroom. Anyone wanna start our own school? Homeschool? Something? UGH I just want a hug and someone to tell me that it will happen soon. Right now I just wanna scream, cry and run away