Wow that weekend FLEW by!! It was a fun but crazy one!! Friday I subbed for 5th grade and was called a unicorn!!! If you want the story, leave a comment and Ill let you know it! After school, I went over to my friends Amanda's house! We made dinner, baked brownies(yes I ate brownies with a Klondike bar so sue me!!) watched two movies, and played Disney Channel Scene it!! I needed that evening for real!!
Saturday-Christmas program practice, chilled in the church, grabbed lunch with a youth student, ran, and watched all three of the Twilight movies that evening!!
Yesterday-church, grabbed Mexican with a friend, relaxed, and then went over to a friends house for the evening after an hour of worship!! Love spending time with my Lord and Savior!!
Today I subbed for music. O my gosh it was insane!! The teacher didnt leave a lesson plan, so we basically watched movies all day. HAHA Im a good sub ;)
So on Friday I ate brownies and ice cream and then on Sat I ate some candy. SO basically since I have done my whole no eating sugar for 6 months, I have failed 3 time so far :( Someone PLEASE keep me in check for real!!
This week is hopefully full of subbing..coffee date with a friend tomorrow..church on Wed...dentist on Thurs..and baking like a machine for this weekend! This weekend I am going to Cbus to help chaperone the youth groups trip for a convention. This will be interesting--girls in my room, no sleep, riding a van...hopefully I will have pictures to show of this weekend!!
Monday, November 7, 2011
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Why am I the one to have this life?
Sometimes my life isn't fair. Yes I have a great relationship with the Lord, but right now I just dont understand things right now.
1. Why did God take away my dad 2 years, 8 months and 1 day ago? I still dont understand why He did it. It is slowly getting easier without him, but right now I just want a daddy hug.
2. Why does my mom have to work two jobs and can barely make ends meet? Its not fair. I feel like life hates her. She cant seem to have anything go well for her. I just wish she could get a sweet legit job and not have to work so much and make all the money she needs.
3. Why cant our roof get fixed? She doesnt have the money to pay for it, and it isnt going to get covered :( I just wish that something good would go for her. Im tired of watching her struggle, things fall apart, her not get what she needs/wants. I cant help her and it is driving me insane. I want to help her so badly, but I cant.
I wish the Lord would bless me with a big girl teaching job. I need the money so badly right now. I do get so sub days(3 this week) and I have started tutoring a little girl, but I need more. IDK what to do. I just wanna move out, but cant afford it. I wish I had a normal family, but I dont. I see all of my friends with both of their parents, great lives, and my life just completely sucks.
1. Why did God take away my dad 2 years, 8 months and 1 day ago? I still dont understand why He did it. It is slowly getting easier without him, but right now I just want a daddy hug.
2. Why does my mom have to work two jobs and can barely make ends meet? Its not fair. I feel like life hates her. She cant seem to have anything go well for her. I just wish she could get a sweet legit job and not have to work so much and make all the money she needs.
3. Why cant our roof get fixed? She doesnt have the money to pay for it, and it isnt going to get covered :( I just wish that something good would go for her. Im tired of watching her struggle, things fall apart, her not get what she needs/wants. I cant help her and it is driving me insane. I want to help her so badly, but I cant.
I wish the Lord would bless me with a big girl teaching job. I need the money so badly right now. I do get so sub days(3 this week) and I have started tutoring a little girl, but I need more. IDK what to do. I just wanna move out, but cant afford it. I wish I had a normal family, but I dont. I see all of my friends with both of their parents, great lives, and my life just completely sucks.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Need some fresh new ideas
Hello friends :) Today was seriously such a great and beautiful fall day!!! Instead of just a half day from 12-4 today, I got to sub a half morning and then a half afternoon. It was so fun. Gifted intervention this morning, and then 5th grade math. O boy I was teaching arrays, multiplication, division, fact families. Good thing I know how to read, and know how to do most of this stuff already!!! At least it wasnt FRACTIONS!! I went for a run after school, but it SUCKED. I did about 3/4 of a mile, and then had to stop. I couldnt breath, I felt so dead. I now have my mom's Christmas present bought!! Just need to buy something for my grandma and brother.
Also, I wanna try some sweet new workouts/recipes/books this winter. I know that soon I will have noone to really hang out with once it gets crappy, and of course a ton of my friends here in Sandtown are married/two are pregnant, so I am soon gonna have nothing fun to do. Any new ideas to help me jazz up my life?!
Also, I wanna try some sweet new workouts/recipes/books this winter. I know that soon I will have noone to really hang out with once it gets crappy, and of course a ton of my friends here in Sandtown are married/two are pregnant, so I am soon gonna have nothing fun to do. Any new ideas to help me jazz up my life?!
Monday, October 31, 2011
Sick number one this season
Well I am sick. IDK really how to describe how I am sick. I think I have a fever and my throat hurts. Basically I am ignoring one of the school districts that is calling me to sub today. Its for an educational aide. I have never heard of it. Plus I would only make 10 bucks an hour. Uhh hello I would rather have the 90 bucks for the whole day(or 100) gee thanks. Please pray that I start to feel better soon. I do have a sub position for tomorrow-5th grade Math. Uhh yeah IDK what I got myself into. I def. am nervous about it though. Math is my worst subject! Havent worked out since Friday. O boy and I am barely eat much as well.
PRAY PRAY PRAY that I am healed quickly!
PRAY PRAY PRAY that I am healed quickly!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Hold me up Lord
I subbed four time this week!! Whoo!! PRAISE the Lord!!! I am SOO excited!! I hope I get called this week as well!!
In two weekends is the youth groups convention in Cbus. O boy, me watching out for girls in a hotel room and make sure they stay outta trouble. This shall be entertaining and Im sure I wont get a wink those evenings too!!
Havent been running much this week. Have been focusing on strength training!!
Friday I learned how to make Taco Salad!1 Its so yummy!! I went to CP that evening with a few friends and it was fun!! Last night I went to a hayride which was really fun but cold!!
Well I failed at trying not to eat sweets. I lasted a whole week, and ate a few cookies last night at the hayride :( Just want to beat myself up :( I feel like such a failure :(
Cant believe that Nov is here on Tues. Where in the world has this year gone?! Insane!!!
In two weekends is the youth groups convention in Cbus. O boy, me watching out for girls in a hotel room and make sure they stay outta trouble. This shall be entertaining and Im sure I wont get a wink those evenings too!!
Havent been running much this week. Have been focusing on strength training!!
Friday I learned how to make Taco Salad!1 Its so yummy!! I went to CP that evening with a few friends and it was fun!! Last night I went to a hayride which was really fun but cold!!
Well I failed at trying not to eat sweets. I lasted a whole week, and ate a few cookies last night at the hayride :( Just want to beat myself up :( I feel like such a failure :(
Cant believe that Nov is here on Tues. Where in the world has this year gone?! Insane!!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Fall smells
Yesterday and today I have subbed!! I am def. so wiped out. Who knows what the rest of my week will look like. I have ran the past three days. I def. want to build up as much mileage as I can before we get snow here in lovely OHIO. I dont have a gym membership(I need to get one) and then maybe running this winter will happen.
I have been bored all evening, so I decided I would bake. I asked my mom via text if she likes muffins with cinnamon and she said I LOVE cinnamon!! I found this website and made these :)
http://www.cooks.com/rec/view/0,184,156179-244207,00.html
I will post pictures later this week :)
So I have a funny story--On Saturday evening I was texting my mom and this is how a conversation went:
Me-Can I get a fly shot this week?
Mom-You want to be immune from flies? yeah sure
Hahaha I still cant believe that I said this. I am such a weird person. It was pretty funny if you ask me.
Why are Christiam commercials already being played? It hasnt even been Halloween yet?!
I have been bored all evening, so I decided I would bake. I asked my mom via text if she likes muffins with cinnamon and she said I LOVE cinnamon!! I found this website and made these :)
http://www.cooks.com/rec/view/0,184,156179-244207,00.html
I will post pictures later this week :)
So I have a funny story--On Saturday evening I was texting my mom and this is how a conversation went:
Me-Can I get a fly shot this week?
Mom-You want to be immune from flies? yeah sure
Hahaha I still cant believe that I said this. I am such a weird person. It was pretty funny if you ask me.
Why are Christiam commercials already being played? It hasnt even been Halloween yet?!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Mommy for the weekend
This past week has been CRAZY for real-
Sunday-church and then went to a hang out evening with some friends
Monday-babysat
Tuesday-subbed
Wednesday-subbed and church
Thursday-subbed
Friday-Went to someone special, Halloweekends at Cedar Point with a friend and then went to my youth pastors house to start my mommy weekend.
So a few weeks ago, the youth pastor and his wife asked me if I could watch their girls while they went on staff retreat in VA beach(I am so incredibly jealous fyi) I told them I could watch them over the weekends. Well Friday evening I got there, got the low down of the instructions and went to bed. Saturday-got up, got ready and made eggs :D then went to my house to get my play binder, got smoothies at Mickey D's(coffee for the adult ;) and then went to practice from 930-1. Came home, I ate lunch, then we played House, made Chocolate chip muffins for breakfast and then cleaned up and took a walk. We then came home, ate cereal for dinner, then I took them to get ice cream. We bathed, had a tea party and went to bed. Bed time was so insane. They wouldn't go to sleep, they kept getting up, talking, walking around and of course I kept waking up all throughout the night, and I am so exhausted today!!! BOO!! Its okay though. I am so grateful I have Tim, Meg, their two girls and their son in my life. They are like a second family to me for real. I love those kids so dearly!!! Today I am going to go for a run(fingers crossed) clean, possibly do a load of my clothes and maybe go over to a friends house to hang out after dinner. This week is full of working out(need to lose some MAJOR weight), subbing for sure at least once this week, youth group and a hayride on Saturday.
Starting yesterday I have given up sweets, chips, and all junk food until after April 22nd. I first off need to lose some weight, and I want to be healthier. I am also running a half marathon on that day, and I want to cut it out of my diet, so that I am not a slow poke zombie when it comes down to running in April. I will post every Saturday or Sunday about my eating and such. If I slip one day, please dont get mad at me. I know I am going to cry alot and be angry and upset at myself when I do so dont give me poo.
Sunday-church and then went to a hang out evening with some friends
Monday-babysat
Tuesday-subbed
Wednesday-subbed and church
Thursday-subbed
Friday-Went to someone special, Halloweekends at Cedar Point with a friend and then went to my youth pastors house to start my mommy weekend.
So a few weeks ago, the youth pastor and his wife asked me if I could watch their girls while they went on staff retreat in VA beach(I am so incredibly jealous fyi) I told them I could watch them over the weekends. Well Friday evening I got there, got the low down of the instructions and went to bed. Saturday-got up, got ready and made eggs :D then went to my house to get my play binder, got smoothies at Mickey D's(coffee for the adult ;) and then went to practice from 930-1. Came home, I ate lunch, then we played House, made Chocolate chip muffins for breakfast and then cleaned up and took a walk. We then came home, ate cereal for dinner, then I took them to get ice cream. We bathed, had a tea party and went to bed. Bed time was so insane. They wouldn't go to sleep, they kept getting up, talking, walking around and of course I kept waking up all throughout the night, and I am so exhausted today!!! BOO!! Its okay though. I am so grateful I have Tim, Meg, their two girls and their son in my life. They are like a second family to me for real. I love those kids so dearly!!! Today I am going to go for a run(fingers crossed) clean, possibly do a load of my clothes and maybe go over to a friends house to hang out after dinner. This week is full of working out(need to lose some MAJOR weight), subbing for sure at least once this week, youth group and a hayride on Saturday.
Starting yesterday I have given up sweets, chips, and all junk food until after April 22nd. I first off need to lose some weight, and I want to be healthier. I am also running a half marathon on that day, and I want to cut it out of my diet, so that I am not a slow poke zombie when it comes down to running in April. I will post every Saturday or Sunday about my eating and such. If I slip one day, please dont get mad at me. I know I am going to cry alot and be angry and upset at myself when I do so dont give me poo.
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