I think....

Im done with eat sweets, breads and any sorts of things that are yummy and NOT good for you.

I suck at this whole try to tone up and lose some weight.

Im nervous to go on a date on Saturday.

I really want a real teaching job soon because Im done with the whole subbing thing.

I really want to see friends from college or RedSoxWife ;)

Im really excited that in 6 days it is my 24th birthday :)

No Shopping for me

This week has been crazy!!! Monday and Tuesday I babysat a 4 yr old girl name Anna. Wednesday I went down to my grandmas with my mom. Before that she decided to go shopping. Needless to say I wanted to RIP MY HAIR OUT because I wasnt in one of my moods to shop haha. Yesterday I ate so much food Im surprised I woke up this morning haha.

I finally saw Breaking Dawn last night..and let me say this---I would NEVER let my sister-in-law cut me open to get the baby out!! If you havent watched it yet, sorry I just said that, but boy that is the TRUTH!!

Today I am going to a wedding for a high school friend and of course working out here. Just gotta wait for the gym to open!!

Sooo my body woke me up yesterday AND today at 540. SERIOUSLY?! Why can I NEVER sleep in anymore?! :( I dont have a kid so its not like any other human is wanting my attention haha

9 days till my birthday :)

Im hoping I get to see the LOVELY Ruth aka Redsoxwife soon :)

I am going on a date next Saturday.....first date EVER in my life. Wow I wanna throw up and I still have 8 days till it happens! haha

Awake my soul and sing

Things I'm thankful for:

a. braham Justice whom I got to meet and hold last night :)
b. rother whom I get to see on Thursday :)
c. offee
d. evos
e. xpressions
f. riendship
g. race
h. ugs from dads who love me like a daughter
i. nspiration
j. esus
k. ids
l. aughter
m. om and dad
n. aps
o. il changes
p. rayer
q. uilts
r. oots and all the little rugrats I teach Jesus to
s. unshine
t. v. (Biggest Loser, Parenthood, Last Man Standing, Up all Night, Grey's, Degrassi and other shows that will come back in Jan :))
u. niqueness
v. egetables
w. ater for washing away my feelings
x. marks the spot treasure hunts
y. ou
z. oo lights that I really wanna see

Im a failure

I ate dessert pizza and a few cinnamon rolls at CiCi's pizza last night....Im such a failure. I dont want to admit this, but apparently I really really suck at trying to eat well. WHY cant I lose weight? I really need to stop eating carbs and sweets so that I can lose some weight.

His Mercy is New Each day

I am thankful for :

The Lord---He died on the cross for me. He washed away my sins. He made me whole again. He gives me new mercies and grace each day.

My friends--They give me love, laughter, grace, encouragement.

My family--They might not always agree with me, but they love me.

My health--That I am able to run, to work, to be able to do whatever I want.

A job--Yes some days I dont know what my schedule may be like, or what I'm getting myself into, but subbing is something.

My church family--They are there for me each moment--the good and the bad.

Children

Food

Water

Education

My car

I could go on, but those are some of the things I am so grateful for. I really am so thankful for everything that the Lord has placed into my life.

I am thankful

This past weekend I was a chaperon for a youth group trip. I def. want to just say that I am so excited that I got to go. Yes the girls in my room were handful, but its okay. I had three girls who were in my family and they all came to the Lord on Friday evening. I am so excited to think that I lead these girls to the Lord.

I failed on the sweets this last week. I ate some ice cream last Friday. This week I failed too. I ate a piece of cheesecake on Tues. I am JUST so ashamed of myself. I really want to just beat myself up.

This week I have subbed three times so far, and Im hoping that I get to sub tomorrow!! This weekend I am going to an Africa childrens concert tomorrow and then babysitting all day on Saturday!! WHoo!!!

O and I got a gym membership today!! Its for a year!! WHOO!!! i cant wait to go into a gym and workout!!! Yeah!!!

O and by the way I am really doing not too bad with my walk with the Lord. I can really tell that being back here in Sandusky is really the plan that the Lord has for me right now. I am glad now. I still hate living at home, but I am def. ready to move out.

O and Im having boy drama--like 3 different boys in my life. If you wanna know, leave me a comment and I'll let you know in an email.

I love you all lovely readers :)

This girl...

Just ran ONE mile in 9ish minutes!! A cold, windy, hard to breath run but needless to say I cut 2 minutes off of my mile :) yay Im so proud of myself

I subbed three days this week. I babysat this morning, babysitting for an hour after my dentist appt. I baked today. I just feel SOO proud of myself!! I figured I would share my awesome news with you all :)

This weekend Im going to Cbus to help chaperon a youth group trip!!

O and yay my friend Tona had her baby yesterday :) On her hubbys birthday :) What a sweet birthday present :)