November was busy with subbing, youth group stuff and church things. December I subbed 12 days, shopped, baked, hung out with friends and enjoyed the holidays.
January I dealt with only subbing 9 days, a million inches of snow/ice/below zero temperatures and so many snow days I thought I was going insane.
So far this month Ive subbed, tried to work out, babysat and that is about it. Im tired of snow, cold weather, ice, shoveling, and feeling like a hermit.
I honestly may start blogging more. I am starting to feel like I dont have any friends. I feel lost. I still love Jesus but I am tired of feeling sad/depressed. I am losing my appetite and my motivation to do anything. Heck I would LOVE to be able to move out of my moms and to have my own classroom but at this rate I feel like Ill never get it.