Sunday, September 6, 2015
I am alive
I havent been a good blogger and honestly I completely suck at telling people my feelings. I have been really struggling the past seven months. Subbing was hard. I have sucked at losing weigh. I have hated life and have thought about harming myself and I hate being single. I feel like I have no friends and I just feel like the whole world hates me. I never found a teaching job once again and I think honestly God hates me. I hate myself and everything that my life means. I dont know why I bother to do anything anymore.