I am on day 3 of wearing my little grey dress. To be honest, I feel so discouraged. It is grey and I feel quite ugly in it. I want to cry. My heart has been so heavy lately. I am struggling with me-my self image, my talents, my gifts, my all. I am not sure what to do lately.
I however am quite missing running outside. This week has be insane. I've been so busy with school and its been so cold I haven't had time to workout, well only Wednesday and I am seriously itching to run again :/ Please get warm again OH so I can run outside.
I almost want to give up-on just every single thing of life lately. I surrender it all to God and yet I feel like I am caught, caught in a time where I cant get out. It sucks quite alot actually.